they never know en never understand me...

i live alone in the world....

my parents juzt middlemen, they  never want to know what i want...

i was born to them only as a means to continue the descent en continued to live....without thinking 'bout what exactly i need....

not the same as my other brother sister,,,,they get what they want...even they couldn't ask for what they get,so they get.....

'en my parents are inadequate....

not the same like me who always fight alone......

I was Born Alone....Live Alone....'en Would Go Alone......

(。┰ω┰。)

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Senin, 28 Mei 2012... dilepas dari Smansa Prabu...

hari ini...

pagi td.... gw akhirna dilepas dari Smansa Prabumulih.....
cz gw dah ga kerja as a teacher lagee...

tadiii..........
sbnrnaa....yg bwt gw berat dan sedih ninggalin murid2 gw kmrn....yg lutchu2 bandel2 brutal2 tapi Qreen2.....
ga beda jauhhh ma gw la....
*tetep mw narsis... ^_^v


gw dapet kado beraaaaaaattttttt bangeedd................
trz....dapet kado jilbab jg dari skolaaa.....

trz.... dapet kado dari murid gw jugaaaaa.....
dari kelas X.3 yg Bandel Nakal Go_KiLL tapi teutep gw sayank banged ma anak2 dKelas ntu.........
\m/
cz they olweiz make me Rock My Dei..... Haaahaaaa...... ga guru ga murid sm bandel na.....
hiiiHiiii.....

untung banged y gw ga lama jd guru na..... klo ga.... bs rusak smua generasi penerus bangsa....klo gw yg ngajarin mereka......
haahaaahaaahaaa....
*ketawa ala pahlawan bertopeng*

Ringaaaamm......

hariii ini gw mw bwt bLog pake bahasa Daerah gw...

yg judul 'Ngeringamke'....

punyo adek cewe itu emng enak sech......
tapiiiiiiii mund dy galak sekendak2 sm ayuknyoo....ntu la galak bikin ringamm....

apolageee mund masalahnyo yg sensitif.....

walopun ringaammmm tapi sebenrenyoooo sayang kuq samo adek kmi itu......
seucaraaaaa....cm adek cewe dewean....

tapi ngeringamkeee.........

sering bikin hari2 kami jd dk baguuzzz......

:( :( :( :( :(

Kaleee ini.... Ceritaa Cinthaaa.... (#^.^#)

eHhmmm.....

kMrn....tepatna hr minggu kmrn...
kmi mengulang cerita pertama kalee na gw ktmu ma soulmate gw yg tlah mengantikan posisi seseorg yg tlah mnghancurkan gw.......

Awal kmi bertemu tepatna akhir bulan Maret 2012 di Salah satu Mall d Kota Palembang tepatna PTC Mall....
Hheeheehee....

(agak sedikit mayuu sech nyeritain na...)

Kmi ktmu na ga sengaja..... diajang pameran motor gtoo..... 

seucaraaa...yg pnya acara kmrn kantorna dy...
Hhiihiii... (ngetik blog ini dkantor gw sambil cengar cengir sndirian....tyuz..nguyah coklat...haahaahaa..)

awalna sech gw mank pgn liat2 motor smbl nungguin shbt gw...eeecchh....trz gw dtawar2in gt ma sales cewe yg nama na Wiwid... (niy lhoo wid... gw sebut jg nama lu....)

teruuzzz.....dtglaa cowo yg sok2 baek gt...ngamperin trz pake nanya2 krja dmn...trz..sok2 teu gtoo...
hhhiiihiii...
td na gw ga serius sech nnya motorna..khan gw cm mw ngabisin wktu smbl nungguin shbt gw..
eechh...tuch cowo malah mnta Pin BB gw...
yaaaa....cz i'm a good girl jd gw ksh dech...dan akhirnaaaa......brlanjutlaaa di BBM in Loph...

mpe akhirnaa....di hari gw Ultah.... gw brharap gw dksh Alloh someone who fix me... en d'answer of my Prayer that's he.....

mpe skrg dy bs bwt hari2 gw full of color....

kyk gini nech...

niy dokumentasi qta yg dah ke brp kalee na sech....

tyuzzz.....yg aneh na lagee...byk org yg dsekitar kmi yg kmi cama2 kenal......Hheeehee....

Qtaa dandan dah rapi tapi teutep aje...dtangan na ad rokok... haddeehh.... X_x

kyknaa.....sgini dl dech cerita naa....
cz drtd mw bwt blog na dganguin tyuz ma kak Junaidi...tmn sekantor...
bikin ide2 na pd ngaburr dlan dr otak gw...

udaahh ach....
mpe ktmu dcerita laenn na....
^^v

eikek lageee...... (#^.^#)

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Hari ini..............


Lelahhh bukan karena capek kerja.....

tapi lelah karena nyelesain mslah kecil yang dianggap besar...........

haddeeehhhh..............


mw cepet pulang aja laaah......

tyuzzzz............

besokkk liburrrr.....................

aseeekkkk...................

mw keliling Vhalembank with BG 4445 IK..........
cihuuuyyyy...................

\m/

hiihiii.... gw nyoba ngeksis cndilian... nyobain blazer shbt gw... ^^

Padahal niy yg pny blazer gi sibuk pembayaran na.... lhaa gw tetep aje mw ngeksis.... mumpung gretongaann....
haahaahaa...

sebelum na sech wktu gw drmh....tampangna kyk gini niy....

karenaaaa gw gw baek hatii......gw ajak jg temen2 gw laen na ngeksis.....
tapi shbt gw ktnggln...... dy sech sibuk bayar membayar.....
hHhooHoo.....^o^

 maaf y shbt...lu jd ga ikt ngeksis dsini....^^v

Dah dl aacchh.....
mw diajak Maksi ma Bunda na Acan...........